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		<title>Travel Journalism in India</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2012 17:38:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[As many of you know, I am looking for travel mags available on India. I don&#8217;t mean the new guidebook for the first time traveller to India ( for which one doesn&#8217;t need to look any further than the Lonely Planet India), but magazines and periodicals dealing with the more interior, perhaps even obscure India. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p>As many of you know, I am looking for travel mags available on India. I don&#8217;t mean the new guidebook for the first time traveller to India ( for which one doesn&#8217;t need to look any further than the Lonely Planet India), but magazines and periodicals dealing with the more interior, perhaps even obscure India. </p>
<p>I&#8217;ve asked around and made a list of resources available. At the moment I am going through them one by one to decide which to recommend and follow. If you have any recommendations &#8211; be it a journal, travel mag, travel forum, digital mag, ezine, website, pull-out, even a column or blog that deals with traveling within India ( either/or/both capturing the narrative experience and the ground realities), I&#8217;d really welcome it. </p>
<p>The list so far with some very early impressions:</p>
<p><a href="http://travel.outlookindia.com/article.aspx?279541">Outlook Traveller</a></p>
<p>India Today Travel Plus</p>
<p><a href="http://travel.hindustantimes.com/">Hindustan Times Travel Section  </a></p>
<p><a href="http://www.thehindu.com/life-and-style/travel/">The Hindu Travel section</a> </p>
<p><a href="http://www.livemint.com/SectionPages/Travel.aspx?NavId=41">LiveMint Lounge Travel section</a> </p>
<p>Condé Nast Traveller Indian Edition<br />
( <a href="http://www.cntraveller.com/guides/asia/india">also their guide</a>)</p>
<p> Other interesting ones : these are the sort I was looking for:</p>
<p><a href="http://www.bhraman.com/index.php">Bhraman</a></p>
<p><a href="http://kunzum.com/mag/">Kunzum</a>[</p>
<p><a href="http://www.indiamike.com/">India Mike</a> </p>
<p><a href="http://www.traveladda.com/">Travel Adda</a></p>
<p>Other books mentioned: <a href="http://www.rupapublications.com/client/Book/DRIVING-HOLIDAYS.aspx">Driving Holidays</a></p>
<p>At the moment I like what I see with Kunzum and Bhraman. Indiamike is reliable, though mind you, it is user generated content. CN Traveller India edition is available for dirt price on Zinio, so is India Today Travel Plus. My initial impression of Outlook Traveller is that they show care for they write but over all it is relatively dearer. Moreover these mags are written for an Upper middle class Indian wanting to travel the world, so there is a lot of counter exotic showcasing of rest of the world. Yes we all know rest of the world for Indians mean &#8211; Singapore, Thailand, Egypt, Maldives, Switzerland!</p>
<p>For now, I&#8217;ll say, I&#8217;d like to read more of Kunzum, Bhraman and India Mike for the moment.</p>
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		<title>Whitby Arrival&#8230;.</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 19 Nov 2011 21:38:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It was raining when I arrived in Whitby. Without any warning the great Northern Cycling trail stopped in the middle of a country mud parapet, announced by a barricade. A tiny board indicated the Abbey viewpoint &#8211; at a distance, through the haze and the moistness on my goggles I could see the outlines of [...]]]></description>
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<div align="justify">It was raining when I arrived in Whitby. Without any warning the great Northern Cycling trail stopped in the middle of a country mud parapet, announced by a barricade. A tiny board indicated the Abbey viewpoint &#8211; at a distance, through the haze and the moistness on my goggles I could see the  outlines of the famed Whitby Abbey.</p>
<p>After a few minutes of wandering, I found the hotel &#8211; a quiet Bread and Breakfast overlooking a grand continental style promenade. The whole promenade was packed like I had anticipated it to be: families on bank holiday breaks, runners timing their runs on the beach, elderly ladies walking their Terriers. All of this with the grey north sea in the background looked charmingly vintage &#8211; like a washed out impressionist painting.</p>
<p>A few hours later the clouds started thinning out and the rain stopped. After a quick shower I strolled out into the town in eager anticipation. I had no particular plan for the days. I had waited too long for the rain to stop at Robin Hood&#8217;s Bay that I had actually abandoned the idea of using the day for any productive purpose. Now that the rains had ceased I just strolled through the market which was empty and abandoned. I climbed the 99 steps of the abbey and located myself on one of the benches that overlooked the the town. It was spectacular: It became clear that  Whitby was a town not just to visit but to revisit. I must say I have never been to a town that is more compact yet filled with so many  beautiful attractions imaginable.  Basically, it had everything: A river  that divided the town into east and west cliffs before pouring unto the  sea as an open estuary. Two bridges over the river.  An harbour weighed  by its history, twin piers snaking into the ocean punctuated by their  own separate light houses.  A hillock with a cathedral and an abbey with a story of its own. All pieces adding to its own parcel of a jigsaw of Gothic mystery.</p>
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<div align="justify">River Esk estuary opening to the North sea ( unseen here) with Whitby Abbey in the background ( 10 O&#8217; Clock)</p>
<p>A wave of relief and anger passed over me. Relief that I had finally completed this cycling journey that I had promised myself so many years ago and anger for having delayed it. And as I thought about it in the orange dusk, with gentle sea breeze warming my ears, I figured that the anger was not just at me, but also at so many of my friends and acquaintances who lived in Yorkshire but never once had mentioned of the beauty of this charming little  town on the Yorkshire coast.</p>
<p>After a few minutes I walked down the steps, a lot calmer and famished.</div>
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		<title>Notes from Turkey: Library of Celsus, Ephesus</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 26 Aug 2011 13:55:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Within the ruins, at the end of the Marble Street where it joins the sloping Curette Street lies the glorious building of the library of Celsus. Celsus was of Greek origin, but had become a Roman Consul. He had funded building the library which in its heyday was believed to house around 12000-15000 scrolls. Though [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p>Within the ruins, at the end of the Marble Street where it joins the sloping Curette Street lies the glorious building of the library of Celsus.</p>
<p>Celsus was of Greek origin, but had become a Roman Consul. He had funded building the library which in its heyday was believed to house around 12000-15000 scrolls. Though it was built by the Romans, it had a predominant Greek influence just like many such structures around the Izmir area &#8211; once a Greek cultural hub.  The library was also unusual in many respects – apart from being a library, it also served as a monument for Celsus who is buried within the library complex interred in a sarcophagus. Romans usually cremated their dead ( until 4 th Century AD) and typically outside the city walls as a measure to prevent the spread of diseases. To have a sarcophagus within as important a building as the library was very unusual and possibly spoke of Celsus&#8217; influence in the town.</p>
<p>The building presented a majestic façade which again was more Greek than Roman in its architectural style. The typical Roman arches were missing and the main structure was supported by the unmistakable ionic columns on an elevated parapet over the ground. These ionic columns in turn supported Corinthian styled columns above. Nothing much of the hall behind the facade remained [1] save for an inscription or two scattered here and there.</p>
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<p>The whole area was teeming with tourists, possibly for the photo opportunities but more probably for the shade offered. Outside it was 42 C.  Just like so many others, I sat on the steps before the façade and started peeling the two oranges that I had bought at the entrance. The price for the oranges was 3 Liras and an explanation why I wasn&#8217;t married yet ( as I travelled alone) which was duly dismissed by the middle-aged lady vendor, if you wish to know.</p>
<p>As I read the missive of the site, I learnt that the façade was built facing east to aid the early morning readers. When I glanced up to gaze the east – adjacent to the Curette Street, round the corner, right opposite the library stood the main Brothel of the town!  Imagine building a brothel opposite your library, what a genius and a distraction it should have been – to have a timely shag between hours of deep study?  Again, it sounded more of a Greek idea than Roman – Romans often had classes even in their Brothels, I suspect they would have fancied having a brothel right in the vicinity of their important civic buildings.[2] But it was the Greeks whose idea of a great life was drinking smooth wine and falling in love with a well-read, witty whore who would have allowed such an unusual arrangement in the city plan. Well then, a coveted, well-travelled whore, perhaps one from Corinth, who imaginably after the intercourse, argued all night against Aristotelian ethics or why she loathed Parthenon? I thought to myself and slowly made way towards the Brothel like how many countless men must have centuries ago.</p>
<p>Truly what great pleasure can befall upon a mortal?</p>
<p>The pitiless summer sun scorched in the clear blue sky above.</p>
<p><a href="http://sunilification.com/returnticket/files/2011/08/20110826-150130.jpg"><img src="http://sunilification.com/returnticket/files/2011/08/20110826-150130.jpg" alt="20110826-150130.jpg" class="alignnone size-full" /></a></p>
<p>PS &#8211; The whole of Izmir region is interesting because of its confluent history of Greeks and Roman and later as an important hub for the development of Christianity.</p>
<p>[1] Like all great libraries of ancient times, famously the one in Alexandria, Egypt, this one at Ephesus was also destroyed by fire. The building was later destroyed by subsequent earthquakes that plagued the region. The facade that was preserved was restored recently.</p>
<p>[2] In Ancient Rome, brothel sites were not planned as the city&#8217;s growth and development to such great extent wasn&#8217;t anticipated. Therefore Brothels were peppered throughout with just a few earmarked areas. However, in later towns of the Roman empire &#8211; with the empire&#8217;s prestige and status well established, brothels were kept at a distance away from the civic centres of the town.</p>
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		<title>Notes from Turkey: Turkish Smoking</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 26 Aug 2011 13:22:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Turks smoke a lot. I mean a lot. Regardless of where you are, throw your gaze upon the surroundings and you would invariably find someone who is smoking. Men – young, middle aged, elderly &#8211; all smoke as if they have been cursed to do so. The Turkish tea is a habit , an [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p>The Turks smoke a lot. I mean a lot. Regardless of where you are, throw your gaze upon the surroundings and you would invariably find someone who is smoking. Men – young, middle aged, elderly &#8211; all smoke as if they have been cursed to do so. The Turkish tea is a habit , an accompaniment that enforces smoking they say. The more you looked at it, the tea seemed like an addiction, even an excuse to smoke. Women – they smoke like chimneys in Britain during industrial revolution. I have never seen as many women smoke &#8211; at work, inside homes, in shops, in restaurants &#8211; as here. Take it that, they smoke everywhere except on public transport and perhaps mosques?</p>
<p>There are no smoking laws as such, well apparently there are, but not much heed is paid to them.  Asking someone for smoking zone in a public space (say a restaurant or a bus station) or permission if one could smoke is met with a silent astonishment that sometimes makes way to a healthy ridicule. More often it is a mix of baffled confusion. So far I am yet to meet a native who has refused a cigarette offered.  Smoking almost borders on a culture. There must be historical-cultural reason behind this?  The climate? The location? Or more likely something related to the ancient trade routes?  What is the incidence of lung cancer or oral cancers here, makes you wonder?</p>
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<p>A sample of cigarette brands in Turkey.</p>
<p>PS- The content is a part of a postcard to a friend.</p>
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		<title>Notes from Turkey : On Dying Art</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 09 Aug 2011 22:26:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Somewhere in the famous Ways of Seeing John Berger argues that once an object is presented as a work of art, the way in which it is perceived by people becomes more about the learnt assumptions regarding the art than the object itself. So in essence, it would be hardly about the object itself  and [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><div>Somewhere in the famous <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/search?index=books&amp;linkCode=qs&amp;keywords=014103579X" target="_blank">Ways of Seeing</a> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Berger" target="_blank">John Berger</a> argues that once an object is presented as a work of art, the way in which it is perceived by people becomes more about the learnt assumptions regarding the art than the object itself. So in essence, it would be hardly about the object itself  and more about the cognition surrounding it.&nbsp;</p>
<p>At Selcuk, a rather small town in the Izmir province of Turkey I used to return to my hotel to see the Turkish cleaner lady worked her art onto the hotel towels as she had replaced them.  The first night was an elephant.</p>
<p><img src="http://sunilification.com/dejavu/files/2011/08/Elephant.jpg" alt="" /></p>
<p>It pleasantly surprised me, mostly because it had been a good while I had come across such stuff. Even when I had in the past ( just twice ever), they were during the first day of checking in to the hotels ( which made them somewhat impersonal)than whilst actually during my stay in them.</p>
<p><img src="http://sunilification.com/dejavu/files/2011/08/Swans.jpg" alt="" /></p>
<p>The second night was a pair of swans, a well known choice in the declining art of towel origami. It put an instant smile on me, imparting a sense of lightness into my knackered traveller&#8217;s soul. I sat beside them for a while, just gazing at them fondly like a child; I might have even patted one of them, without <em>thinking </em>of them, without looking to observe the twists and turns that had gone into their making. For that moment they were real &#8211; the object was itself the art and the experience was its purpose. But soon, a million thoughts came flooding in &#8211; it made me wonder about how as a generation we were arriving at a stage where we are just about prepared to mightily stamp over any sign of individuality. How in the name of comfort and progress, we seem to be cutting out the idea of a person in its sense of the word. How the world we are creating has so slowly and subtly begun to replace old abstract ideas of charm, (hospitality in this instance) to pursue <em>better </em>ideas ? But <em>better </em>in what sense exactly? The next generation smartphone will soon be replaced by the next next generation smartphone and we seem to either constantly  crib about the negatives of existent ones when we are not lost in anticipatory talk of the next ones? The present seems to have lost on us. How exactly has this come to mean <em>better</em>?</p>
<p>Having friends in the hospitality business, I imagined the towel origami being introduced or at least proposed to be introduced in the fivestar hotels and guest houses. The hassles &#8211; protocols, policies, the training, the cost-profit analysis, the audits, the re-evaluations all crossed my mind like a rapid montage. Somewhere in all a small pleasure ( or a gesture) of putting a smile on a guest&#8217;s face has been lost and forgotten. We seem to have successfully turned everything, including our own lives into businesses.And since we have come to accept, but educated enough not to acknowledge, our own lives as businesses, we have made a habit of looking at every little thing as an investments, not as pursuits. Even people and friendships are being thought of as investments.</p>
<p>As I sat thinking about all of these, I started wondering about the lady who had made them. I remembered noticing her in the morning, cleaning one of the rooms. But it was just a glance round the corner when we had just exchanged smiles. She was a middle-aged lady of average built, dressed in layers of what appeared as traditional Turkish clothes. She even had her head covered, which is why I struggled to remember her face. I wondered how she saw all of this &#8211; was she forced to do the Origami by the hotel management? This was unlikely, as it was a small hotel with no great gain to be had in <em>investing</em> in the towel origami. I concluded that she most certainly did it for her own sake, to keep herself engaged, or perhaps to keep an art-form &#8211; that she had picked up from her mother or aunt &#8211; alive? She hardly looked as a lady who would have attended a crash course in origami or was made to learn about it over a keynote course followed by half a day do-it yourself as a part of the corporate induction. The more I thought about it, the more I was convinced she did it for her own sake. She was the true Artist in a John Berger sense. And perhaps that&#8217;s why I had found her works so appealing, this sense of obliviousness to a expectation, the very unwillingness to make a statement that has become a compulsion in the contemporary art world. I should find her in the morning and ask about it all I told myself.  May be  I could even ask her to teach a simple turn or two?</p>
<p>I didn&#8217;t see her in the morning and to be fair I hadn&#8217;t made any serious effort; I had so many other things to sort out, and between preparations for travels for the day and checking out, it slipped my mind to find her. I thought about her on my way to the airport, and I knew I had lost a chance to meet a real individual in a world which is silently losing individuals at an alarming pace.</p>
<p>As I boarded the flight, I was reminded of <a href="http://sunilification.com/libraryofbabel/2007/01/26/buried-2/" target="_blank">this old Michael Ondaatje poem</a>, which going by the pace at which world is changing,  looks like it needs constant revision, even quicker than the rate of a software update.</p>
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		<title>Travels..</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 01 Jun 2011 23:42:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just as you have returned from a holiday, you start planning another. The mesmerising of wonder of travel- defining by experience so unique, yet so very same.]]></description>
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<p>Just as you have returned from a holiday, you start planning another. The mesmerising of wonder of travel- defining by experience so unique, yet so very same.</p>
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		<title>Notes From India 2011</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[The first minute in India. A few Russians clap and sing along as the plane makes a screeching landing, it is as if they have finally arrived at the land of their long beckoning. A desi returning home &#8211; most likely an engineer who was away on a project, in his excitement loudly shouts to [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p><DIV ALIGN="JUSTIFY">The first minute in India. A few Russians clap and sing along as the plane makes a screeching landing, it is as if they have finally arrived at the land of their long beckoning. A desi returning home &#8211; most likely an engineer who was away on a project, in his excitement loudly shouts to correct the Chinese flight attendant announcing over the PA &#8211; it’s Bengalooru not Bangalore. Having heard his shout and the wave of bustle following it, she immediately rectifies. Welcome to Ben-gal-uru international airport, India. But you, who have witnessed several such landings know this is not just India, this is the New India and she has no hesitation to make her presence felt in the very first minute.</p>
<p>You can’t miss feeling the warmth in the air, it’s like walking at night beside a switched-off exhaust of an antiquated factory, hoping it would subside after a few hundred yards.  But it doesn’t, memory immediately identifies: it ‘s just how it is. The smell &#8211; that distinct smell of earth, pollen, grime and million other flavours that can’t be broken down into words. Mists surrounding airport halogen lamps, air traffic attendants engaged in small talk, middle aged women touching the tarmac with their hands,  a Lufthansa A320 being loaded beside, devouring all these, you slowly make your way towards the terminal . It is 21 degree C at 0320 hours. You can barely remember a 20 plus temperature at this hour, then you slowly accept and as a symbol of your defeat &#8211; you silently take off the two layers of attire leaving behind a half sleeved cotton shirt. But it is still warm. And you can’t do anything more but endure.</p>
<p>+++</p>
<p>The midday heat even in the air conditioned  car is raw and punitive. It makes you edgy and irritable. The car driver has slowed down to check directions; an auto rickshaw driver held behind the slow moving car in this busy intersection is unhappy. Having honked for the last few minutes, he crosses the car at the earliest opportunity and takes a moment of his life to give the driver a memorable mouthful.  The car driver accepts it all with a resigned air and quickly throws a question &#8211; Hey! Could you tell me how to get to a particular road? Rickshaw driver’s demeanor changes instantly. The words of abuse a few seconds back turn into ‘rights and lefts’ with his arm making swift gesticulations in air.  All the anger and the agitation has immediately turned into earnestness to help the man, whom he had abused less than a minute back. The change is remarkable. It’s as if someone had changed a television channel.</p>
<p>If you are already reeling in surprise, wait. Having heard the directions, even you can sense how complicated is the path to get to this particular road.<br />
A few hundred yards as per the directions of the rickshaw driver and  it is evident how convoluted it is. Rights and lefts intersect in abandon, right that curve and folds on itself to become a left. As your car has slowed down, you notice the same rickshaw driver waiting patiently for your car to arrive. He is carrying a I-know-you- would-get-lost-here look and quickly points at the exact left  and the right that ought to be used here. Then he drives away leaving you in part wonder, part confusion. How can anyone justify a diagnosis  of personality disorder in this India? But this is old India.</p>
<p>+++</p>
<p>A twenty year old university girl wants to ask me something she had seen in her friend. Whenever her friend who is otherwise normal, is stressed, she takes a blade or a CD and runs it across her forearm and watches it bleed. She apparently finds it helpful to cope with stress. Her forearm is full of such marks of varying ages.<br />
But how? That is the question? How can she find it helpful ?- It is never heard nor seen before, she tells me in bewilderment. I know. Some people do. It is about control I tell her. But  what I don’t is &#8211; how India that has become new by assimilating everything visibly wonderful also is importing a huge invisible cargo of vices that will take a few years to become visible.</p>
<p>You can’t have more things without losing a few. That&#8217;s how it works, always has.</p>
<p>+++</p>
<p>A call supposed to book a hotel room in Jaisalmer ends up in Madhya Pradesh. Oblivious to the wrong number, I ask him about the rooms , and he tells me about there is only one hotel at his place in a sort of heavy accented rural Hindi. I try to engage him about the room, a good 4 minutes after the conversation- after checking who I am, how am I, did I have my lunch, he quietly announces that I have called some desolate place in Madhya Pradesh, but that it was nice talking to me. Get one digit wrong on a phone number in India and you might travel in time across cultures, languages, counties and even centuries.</p>
<p>+++</p>
<p>Salman Akhtar&#8217;s  &#8216;Freud along the Ganges&#8217; a book on psychoanalytic reflections on the people of Indian subcontinent costs you a whopping $40  on amazon UK. In India though, I ordered it before I took off from UK and it&#8217;s already been delivered in perfect condition even before I landed, for Rs 369/-. How is this? Galgut&#8217;s &#8216;Beautiful Screaming of Pigs&#8217; is just 2 days away in UK but in India it takes &gt;30 days for the book store to even procure it. And I am missing Galgut terribly.</p>
<p>As I said, You can&#8217;t have more without losing a few.</p>
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		<title>All nostalgia is deceit</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 00:11:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I lived in Stoke for a brief time . A time, when I  was curious, yet was long way away from being discerning. It was a time when I was fed up of London ; I was sick and tired of the tubes and giving directions to Japanese and American tourists. Stoke was a welcome [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p align="justify">I lived in Stoke for a brief time . A time, when I  was curious, yet was long way away from being discerning. It was a time when I was fed up of London ; I was sick and tired of the tubes and giving directions to Japanese and American tourists. Stoke was a welcome break. But I was in no position to form an opinion beyond that; I could hardly distinguish a class, culture or life in a small unremarkable non-cosmopolitan city. In a sense, Stoke was wonderful, it gave me the much needed solitude; but I also remember how depressing the city and the people were, though I must say I did not realise it at that time. I recall these wonderfully, brave middle-aged people who used to come to the clinics. They were absolutely lovely, polite, prompt men and women who were so visibly depressed and yet made every effort to carry on with their lives. The Potteries had been closed and had made many of them redundant.  They were too old to learn any new modern skills, and too set in their patterns to innovate.  It was heart-breaking  just to see them, there was nothing substantial one could do for them.</p>
<p align="justify">I think of all this because I was called to visit Stoke for a day for work. It was 10 minute court proceeding which was fairly straightforward. It gave me a chance to revisit some of my old mental states.  Driving through Stoke , I could now clearly see how decadent it was. The streets were narrow lined by rows of decrepit terraced houses, the roads were dug open unattended, people hovered around sad and unremarkable. It was like an faded Dickens town. The shops were unimpressive, the attendants were fumbly and forlorn,  even the city centre of which I had many memories appeared very ordinary. It was all so charmless, so painfully ordinary.</p>
<p align="justify">To me it was a contradiction of emotions. On one hand I wanted to get away from the insignificance before me and on the other I desparately wanted to see the places I  had known &#8211; early morning running route, the old restaurant, the old cornershop,  the regular chippy,  crest of the nearby hill  etc.  As I got to think, I realised how much I had changed and yet continued to change. I had become more discerning to have a clear judgment, yet was nostalgic of a place to which I had no belonging in any sense.  It was an emotion, I had never  known as an immigrant.</p>
<p align="justify">I drove back musing  upon these things, breaking for lunch in a Costa somewhere in Cheshire and suddenly while ordering a Panini I felt at home. I ordered all I wanted in one go and the chap skilfully arranged it in no time. Memory is a weird thing, it made me sense the familiarity, but then I know some day I would look back at it differently, but dont quite know how exactly. All nostalgia is perhaps, deceit wrapped in time.</p>
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		<title>Chennai: Arrival</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 04 Sep 2008 15:37:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I arrived in Chennai at six in the morning, half an hour before schedule, to the city waking up to the chirps of birds and&#160; bawls of the morning vendors. The ochre glow of the dawn had started trickling through the sky. The new CMBT bus stand was a remarkable improvement than my memories of [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p align="justify">I arrived in Chennai at six in the morning, half an hour before schedule, to the city waking up to the chirps of birds and&#160; bawls of the morning vendors. The ochre glow of the dawn had started trickling through the sky. The new CMBT bus stand was a remarkable improvement than my memories of the old Madras Bus stand. It was more spacious and better organised; the sign-boards were all well marked both in Tamil and English. And far importantly, the area was lot cleaner. So Chennai was learning its ways. </p>
<p align="justify">The lack of civic sense in Chennai was an unfortunate, and perhaps unintended consequence of the Dravidian movement. The movement started after the Indian Independence and gained further momentum both socially as well as in political circles. But in essence, it was a class struggle &#8211; where in the oppressed lower classes as they called themselves revolted against the upper classes of the region. By the midsixties when the power equations changed, populations of lower classes had become averse to the idea of purity (dearer to the upper Brahminical class)&#160; and had developed a sense of antagonism towards any social activity that imposed an idea of cleanliness. The upper classes on the other hand became increasingly alienated and withdrew into their own circle of cleanliness. </p>
<p align="justify">Between the classes and their struggles, sadly and for no one&#8217;s fault, the civic sense&#160; of the people went down the famous open drain of Chennai. Naturally, Madras, and to an extent Tamil Nadu in general developed a notorious reputation of lacking in cleanliness, of even being dirty. </p>
<p align="justify">It was only in the capitalist nineties, with the power balance somewhat settled, people started making concerted efforts to bring in the awareness of cleanliness in the city. One such successful initiative was <a href="http://exnorainternational.org/about_exnora.shtml"><u><font color="#3d4276">Exnora</font></u></a> which, as I learnt had become widely popular and well established now.&#160;&#160;&#160; </p>
<p align="justify">I could see the results of these innovative endeavours as I travelled&#160; to Mylapore in an autorickshaw from the Bus station. The roads were cleaner, without the usual Madras stink, even the civic spaces appeared well maintained by Indian Standards.&#160; Chennai was undoubtedly catching up. </p>
<p align="justify">I felt hungry and a friend suggested over the phone a particular eating-place suitable for that time of the morning.&#160; The rickshaw driver dropped me off at a small hotel of the same name, after repeatedly assuring me that it was indeed the place I sought.&#160; As I had suspected it wasn&#8217;t.&#160; </p>
<p align="justify">I found myself in a sort of a junction where two big roads with their flowing traffic intersected. Signboards overhead announced the directions to various localities of the city. There was a small newspaper stall at the corner bustling with people.&#160; And behind me was a signboard that announced a wedding- the names of bride and groom designed in jasmines and roses. I was appreciating the work that had gone into the placard when someone asked me if I belonged to the bride or the groom side? For a brief moment I considered crashing into the wedding but later decided against it. I explained to the gentleman that I was only a visitor in my first hour in the city , just checking the flower work. My Tamil , with years of disuse was rusty and sounded very different to what I had thought I wanted to say. But, I guess the man got what I said. </p>
<p align="justify">Now I wanted to find out where exactly I was. I noticed a middle-aged man who had gotten down from the car and was making his way to the newspaper stall. He wore a cream T shirt, a white shorts (presumably of early morning round of Badminton) and sported a full bristly Indian moustache which I hadn&#8217;t seen for a while. I asked him what place it was? I thought I heard him say Lust Corner which needless to add got me excited. But I had to confirm what I&#160; thought I had heard:   <br /><em>Lust corner?     <br />No, No, No, LUZ corner,</em> he replied frantically as he walked on nodding his head in a forceful disapproval as though it was no just against me but against an entire generation who had achieved puberty on MTV. </p>
<p align="justify">I thanked him. </p>
<p align="justify">So here I was, desperately looking for an auto, in a LUZ corner of the Brits , within a Chennai of Indians.</p>
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		<title>Hampi: Notes on Departure</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 01:21:01 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I left Hampi on a Volvo 9400, a symbol of the liberalization that transformed the landscape of South India. Sturdy and elegant, it stood out in an otherwise unremarkable bus station. What Volvo did to Road Transport system of South India is a bit of unsung story.&#160; Before Volvo started its operations in 2001, access [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p></p><p align="justify">I left Hampi on a <a href="http://www.volvo.com/bus/india/en-in/buses/Volvo9400/"><u><em>Volvo 9400</em></u></a><em>,</em> a symbol of the liberalization that transformed the landscape of South India. Sturdy and elegant, it stood out in an otherwise unremarkable bus station. What Volvo did to Road Transport system of South India is a bit of unsung story.&#160; Before Volvo started its operations in 2001, access by land to any place in India less than a metro was, owing to either the condition of the roads or the efficiency of the decrepit road transport system, a pain &#8211; in all possible sense of the word. But soon after Volvo was introduced, the world shrunk into a miniature playground. Suddenly, even the farthest tip of Kerala or the hills of Tirupati was just a night away and without any painkillers. Instead you got a refreshing bottle of mineral water. </p>
<p align="justify">The Interior of the 9400 was modified, with seats and overhead cabins converted into a series of berths of twos and ones on either side of the aisle. This was new. Though it reduced the number of passengers, the idea, I thought was not all bad. Like in the days of the notorious <a href="http://www.ashokleyland.com/subproductsdyn.jsp?CATId=1&amp;product_id=142"><u><em>Leyland Panthers</em></u></a> there was no misery to pack oneself in half a box of seatspace with a snoring Bengali seated beside. On a Volvo with new arrangement, one could lie down in a mini enclosure of his own. </p>
<p align="justify">I located my mini-bunk at the far end of the bus and snuggled in. It wasn&#8217;t as comfortable as it looked at first, but it was worth every penny than that of business class British Airways. I experimented with a few possibilities before aligning myself in the most comfortable of positions. I considered taking down some of the dictations made in the day, but the jaunts of the ruins all morning in the scorching sun had left my being totally exhausted. So instead, I lazily switched on the iPod and laid there gazing through the window. </p>
<p align="justify">It was an experience watching the world at such an unique elevation from this sort of midprone gaze. The world looked like a space hidden in an oyster handshake between the land and the sky. The smooth moving Volvo made it a slow silent disney animation of a sort. </p>
<p align="justify">The road was flanked by a series of trees planted by the department of forest; they ran one after another, equidistant and almost identical with concentric circles painted around their torsos; they looked almost endless and were only interrupted by settlements, shops or small villages . Beyond them, spead all across was vast hinterland &#8211; there was no grass, no fields, no weeds, no vegetation &#8211; nothing. Except for a faint hint of distant hills the whole region looked glabrous and widowed. The earth was parched and the sky forsaken. Night started falling at its own pace. </p>
<p align="justify">Old glories notwithstanding it is surprising to see how the region so desolate, with no real spectacular attraction in a post modern sense, continues to attract so many visitors from all over the world. </p>
<p align="justify">As I wondered about such things of the day,&#160; the volvo went past a million things beside the road : creaky old cars, a large herd of cattle returning home, huts springing up here and there with dimgrey smoke rising lazily through their narrow chimneys &#8211; perhaps a supper being cooked?, vendors on their rickety cycles, a train of trucks parked roadside for a break , women carrying water, a congregation of men sharing a joke with their tea in small tea stall. The montage rolled past like an Eisenstein&#8217;s cut. </p>
<p align="justify">One by one I let all the thoughts they evoked wash over me. I wondered how it was to be one of them, to be so content, so assured when being so very aware that they are so oblivious. It was inexplicable. I must have pondered a while because I did not notice that we had stopped.&#160; A crowd had gathered into a mini road block as one of the trucks had run into a tree. The driver had been taken to a nearest hospital.&#160; The incident must have been a few hours old and a small crowd around it seemed settled with all their speculations. The driver was suspected to be driving under the influence. After everyone on the bus had satisfied their curiosity, we slowly made our way. </p>
<p align="justify">I went back to my window and found the sky changing its character. The distant hills had vanished and the air was filled with anticipation. Suddenly, as though attending a call, clouds of all form and shape started hovering in from all directions. The temperature dropped and light faded in a few minutes. </p>
<p align="justify">It was so sudden, it was magical. I watched it with a sense of awe. </p>
<p align="justify">The ipod&#160; started playing amelie soundtrack. And as if to match the crescendo of Yann Tarsien&#8217;s notes conveyed through the tiny white tubes to my ears, the sky built up its symphony note by note to its highest pitch, and then gracefully like an opera singer climaxing her note into silence, it all went still for a moment.&#160; Just a fraction of a moment later, it opened up pouring the most furious rain I had seen that hastened to meet the dry earth as fast as it could. It was incredible. </p>
<p align="justify">The world in one space of a ipod song had transformed from nothing to marvelous. Through the rear window I could see rain splashing the wet road as it&#160; trailed off into an eternity.&#160; As I gazed at that road, I thought this could have been anywhere: Texas, Kenya, France. But it wasn&#8217;t. It was a remote corner somewhere in south India. It occurred to me, in a world when ipods are named for the time duration in which they can be rebuilt , here was a place where a great empire was just once, now forgotten, unclaimed in time. But then what is the worth of anything when you think of time in terms of A Brahman who&#8217;s&#160; breath is a billions of years? </p>
<p align="justify">The rain stopped after a good while; through the sealed window, I could almost smell the ozone of the rained earth. It smelt like how it exactly did when I was a six year old &#8211; marvelous.</p>
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